It's been a while since we've all chatted, though, so I'll pretend we're all strangers. With that in mind, for all I know, you guys like fast-forwarding to the end of the story.
So, I guess the current page would read a bit something like this :
The time for brave-faced jokes and stiff-upper-lipping was over. I finally succumbed. The powerful music that fueled so many months, days, hours...agonizing seconds of training overcame me. I let it wash over me as I crumbled.
Physically, mentally...it was inevitable.
Those tears of regret and pain that had been threatening for weeks didn't feel therapeutic or peaceful. They burned. They broke me even further. They seemed to be endless.
I have a ginormous hug for you. I can bring it over later today if you'd like.
ReplyDeleteyour kind encouragement has worked wonders.
DeleteThank you.
I'm sorry to hear the return to blogging is not a triumphant one!
ReplyDeletethe blogging return isn't bad...it's just the running part that's cruddy.
DeleteCan't wait to hear about your 1/2!!!
So, it's been a good day, then? Or not so much?
ReplyDeleteYou know, I've had better.
DeleteWhich is good! Better is good!
(is this what you were hoping for when you pressured me into blogging, again?)